Sunday, May 11, 2008

Today, but feels like Tomorrow

There is something hopeful about tomorrow, next week, next year.  I feel it on most todays now when dealing with Victoria.  Her anxiety, her hyper vigilance weighs on me and pulls my focus off.  But it will get better.  I just don't know when.  What I do know is that we are much closer than we have ever been.  
We are approaching the present now.  I don't know what that means for my posts.  I have shared only a part of my story.  I will be back on some tomorrow to share part of her's.  When I have that advantage of hindsight.  
This was just a glimpse.  Maybe someday I can write the whole story while not living in part of it.  

1 comment:

jjkingsbury said...

I have enjoyed reading your posts. I am not sure how to put what I want to say into the correct words but I am going to try. I knew nothing of what you have been experiencing and very little about RAD. Reading your posts gives me some insight, that I probably never would have had, into your life and possibly a small understanding of what others might experience in similar situations. I appreciate that. I also like reading cause I love ya but that is besides the point. I am going to digress now. Every time I look at the statue that you and others gave me when my mom passed away I think of you. It brings tender feelings to my heart even now, thank you for being so thoughtful.